| Dieu me bénissent!!
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| How can some people be so freakin' annoying..?!
I jus dont understand how can some people be so friggin' annoying..!! OMG..!! dont they know just to step off bug off turn their face away n please shut the crap up & dont talk!! STOP for once accussing me of doing something i did not do..! You think its funny with your silly grin?! Bahhhhhz.......! Once you just open your friggin' mouth & talk i just feel like i can squeeze you .. strangle you .. till you turn purple....!! u annoy me so much any sound from you jus ticks me off..!! Please do me a favor.. stay away and dont talk to me for the day! arggghhhhh!! so much frustration early in the morning..... What a way to start my day..! arghhhhh.....!! maybe i just woke up on the wrong side of the bed?!
**phew** i feel so so much betta...... thanks baby for the morning message 
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| Why it Happened .. ..? Isn't it a mystery why it happened? It caught me as a surprise.. It caught me as a surprise when i wasn't looking. Sometimes it really amazes me. I'm, yet to still wonder why it happened? How it happened? What instigate it to happened? Or maybe its just me.. i'm just not alert all this while. I feel like a little mess now. Pretty hard to clean up. Very much everywhere. Bits and pieces going nowhere. For many entries i have kept it private. I do not feel the need to blurt it out to the entire blogging community. I feel safe making it private.. i feel there is something i still can hang on to. At least from now on the picture's clear. Don't get the wrong idea it's not what you hear. I'm just a little lost and weary now. Wishing for nothing but wishing for some blessing. I feel like i can go on and on. Mumbling babbling it'll make me feel much better. But alas maybe later?! |
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| Until Then..
It was only a little while..
until then i realize what we had only lasted us a little while.
until then i realize what could hold was holding us back was pretty mild.
I realize looking into his eyes made the streams of fear appear..
I realize I couldn't just look into it anymore.
I'm certain we both this want this to happen. I'm certain we both were trembling in tears after it happened.
I could see you running away. I could see me turning away.
With your pride and arrogance and your pity little self i couldn't just forgive.
My erruption boiled. My anger seasoned. My emotions tumbled. My reaction tingled. My sweat trinkled.
..And until then i'm trying not to let the fairy tale of holding on drown me.
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